Have you forgotten – Wow……it tells me a lot about your past. For me it was sorta the opposite. Most of it can be something I could write about my daughter and how she…..she what……well, turned into a liar, thief and when at home everyone was uncomfortable because it was like ok what kind of crap is she gonna start now. I want go into detail other than to say at age 28 she became a decent human being. I was really bad for me and my wife and her younger sister. Sorry to be writing about a promlem I had.

Now…..when I read what you wrote I see some of what you mentioned being directed towards my grandaughter. Her Mom in trying to keep her from being the way she was is trying too hard and in doing so berates her over little things and what’s worse she does it in front of whomever. I’ve told my Daughter that by the time April is 14 she will hate her. She is 12 now.

It’s tough seeing someone you love Dearly make bad mistakes. Even harder is the fact my grandaughter is on the receiving end.

Back to you……….being medicated. They tried that with my younger daughter when there was really no problem. She was very smart and curious. Just as all children are. They just did not want to go the extra effort towards a smart kid, although sometime annoying. Aren’t we all sometimes. Any way she now runs a Demolition Company in Dallas. She is a real go getter.

You my Dear………. I don’t know how old you are now or when all the things you wrote about occured. Really don’t need to know your age. If all you wrote is true then you got a rotten deal. I’m glad you wrote it because you are on the path to putting it behind you and getting on with your life. I hope you understand it is also a cry for help. Nothing wrong with that.

Now….. You are gifted. You express yourself very well in words. I beleive the words jumped out onto your paper and that it came easily and actually required litlle thought.

I wish you well. I wish you love from those whom you want it from. I don’t know you nor do you know me. Tiny bit about me. 61 yrs old…3 heart attacks, 5 stints in my heart. I’m a happy person mostly but there are bad times to. All in all Life is good……it’s got lumps and bumps but I have learned to not let things get to me in a mental way ( as in growing old and dying early from a bad heart )……. I am lucky in many ways. I have spirit which I wish to pass on to you.

Yeah…….I can ramble and confuse even myself sometimes.

It will get better……… Never give up……..fight your butt off and kick some ass when you gotta.

Oh Yeah……… what you wrote…..it was honest and sincere.

Did I like it ? Yes…….but not because of what you had to live with, but because you are reaching out. I hope you can forgive those who have done you an injustice. I hope they see through your eyes just once.

Well…….. I’m a idiot myself sometimes and I just Love it.

Best wishes……….. Jimmy James — jimpop48

thanks for commenting my things, really brightens my day.. (:
take care.
Anna

I hope this finds you well – sorry to hear you’ve been struggling.

Your comment made me smile thank you!
A.

x.
Me.

I am waiting for things to get better.. I really hope they do.. & thank you again.. I hope I do some really amazing things too..

No one has ever said what you said bout her in that way to me before.. it helps.. thank you.. Thank you.. I can’t say that enough.. I always think its all my fault.. that i’m not worthy of a mother.. or to be loved.. so i punish myself.. but i guess you’ve opened my eyes and like.. made me realize.. its her..

Take Care
Anna.x